oops. it seemed like I've once neglected this place again. was really busy with sis graduation, house moving, and up coming projects. don't really know if I prefer living a life like that or would I prefer a more stable job with proper 9-5 working hours. can't wait to learn the ropes and work towards a more profitable and value added future. maybe I should stop minding how others think and start thinking about how I would like my future to be like.